The title of my post today comes from a talk entitled
Happiness Your Heritage. It was given by Pres. Dieter F. Uchtdorf one of the members of the presidency of my church. I bring it up because in his address to the women of our church he states this, "The desire to create is one of the deepest yearnings of the human soul. No matter our talents, education, backgrounds, or abilities, we each have an inherent wish to create something that did not exist before."
I was reminded of this talk as I lay face down on my bed this afternoon :) G woke me up with a raging fever, I was feeling disappointed my day would not go as planned, and M is in Jakarta (work) for the next five days spanning over Mother's Day. I am having a very difficult time finding my rhythm with home school. I am still recovering from the whirlwind of moving here and add on top of that becoming one of the main sources of education for my children (I won't even mention the loss of freedom and financial independence) it causes me to want to lay in my bed all day.
I finally looked at my watch around three and decided that the day could not be a total wash. I said a prayer and asked for the will and guidance to move. Sounds silly but my answer was, "just get up and do something. ANYTHING." So up I got, showered and then went to surf the Internet... Hee hee hee. At least I was out of bed. I found myself looking at a friends blog. She had just thrown an elaborate Birthday Party for her daughter. As I looked over the pictures the talk came to my mind. I realized that in order to get out of my funk I needed to create something and beautify my surroundings.
I have several friends that I feel my spirit soar when I enter their home. My dear friend of 15+ years has an artistic eye that makes every thing around her beautiful. When I enter her home I stare at every detail she has lovingly created. They don't have a lot of money but she has taken what she has and created a very sacred space. I have another friend who has an eye for beauty. She creates parties (and actually loves it) for her children that should be in a magazine. She dresses with flair, and her home is also a place of beauty. Yet another friend has a home that feels like a holy temple. She has great style but what she has more of is an abiding spirit and belief in God that permeates every space in her home. I see books, art, and words that reflect her faith. She lost her husband last year in her home and that combined with the spirit that the two of them have together make her home a holy temple to me.
All of these women (and many many more) leave me with a spirit of awe when I enter their home. They have taken that, "deepest of human yearnings" and created spaces that I love to visit.
With these friends in mind, I decided to do a little creating today to lift my spirits.... It's not much but at least I am not still prostrate on my bed. I had to use unfamiliar products, no measuring cups, mixing bowls, or rolling pin but.... they taste pretty darn good . We can't get tortilla's here and it was the only ingredient we needed to have my kids favorite meal!! Taco's!
Here is to a better day tomorrow!
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I can't even get my drink of choice in it's purest form :) I guess that is a good thing! |
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My rolling pin :) |
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Tortillas in a Wok! It can be done! |